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December 2015
I Am Excited To Be Alive!
There have been times in
my life when I have not been excited about life - and I am sure you
have had those times as well. In fact, when I reflect on times when
I was fully participating in life, I seldom recall feeling excited.
I certainly felt motivated to do what was on my schedule and to make
a difference. I often felt happy and at peace, but I also often felt
drained, isolated, or not connected.
In my journey, I arrive
to this moment: I am sitting on my porch looking at the sun rising
in the sky, listening to the birds talking to each other and to me.
I feel and acknowledge that I am really excited - excited to be
here, excited to be alive, and excited to be where I am in my
relationship with myself and my journey.
How did this
occur? My best answer is it is the result of my commitment to
my path of Spiritual Ascension. Every time something came into my
life that was negative - whether it was an emotion, experience,
health issue, or a relationship issue - I took the time to inquire
what it represented and connected to where it was located inside my
body. Transmuting old beliefs from my cells and subconscious became
a way of life. Instead of being upset at something, I would say to
myself – “That's interesting, I wonder why that is showing up that
way?" Over time, I became a detached observer of my life -
continually clearing out the old and bringing in the new.
This journey first brought me peace - a consistent still calm peace
within my center. I then moved into a place where I seldom felt
fear. A period of 3-4 years would go by without an appearance from
fear, and when it did pop up I viewed it as an important signal for
more inner work.
I became attuned to knowing everything in my
life is about what is operating inside of me – it is not about other
people or situations as it would initially appear. I intellectually
knew this for a long time, but it suddenly became who I was in my
daily living. It became my automatic way of operating.
In
the middle of all of this, I had intermittent health issues, which
were telling me to do more inner work and to be grateful for them.
The body cannot hold the energies of an ascended being of light with
lots of old density present in the cells. My physical ascension
symptoms were not comfortable, they were and still are challenging,
but I learned to trust and embrace the process.
At some point
I realized I was vibrating at a gradually higher level each year -
it was a subtle shift. Being around large groups of people started
to drain me, even when no one was obviously negative. I started to
realize how I was more comfortable in nature or with a few
like-minded people as we can offer each other the support of a
similar enhancing vibration.
Another difference was I was
enjoying going to quiet little restaurants or choosing to go early
to be there at a less populated time. The old me would have thought,
‘Are you becoming a hermit? Where is your social interaction?’ The
evolved me followed my nature and enjoyed where I was most
comfortable – without self-criticism.
As I traveled along
this path, I also fell back in love with myself. I acknowledged that
I really liked to spend time with myself – to do creative things
with myself. I allowed myself to spend free time in this manner,
instead of feeling the need to schedule my open time with social
activities.
I continued my inner healing work - moving deeper
into the ancient coded programs from many lifetimes and from the
collective humanity. At one point I felt a huge shift, and knew I
was operating in my body as a pure integrated vibration with my
‘Higher Self’ and ‘I AM’ in me.
The obvious differences
included that I was waking up at 6am, excited to go on my porch and
watch the sunrise. I would meditate, journal, receive my next
spiritual assignment and with excitement place a top priority on
this assignment.
The assignments are part of my ongoing
commitment for the betterment of our planet, humanity, and the
Universe. I am excited about them because the work matters on a
large scale and is an expression of who I am – the ‘I AM’ in me. The
assignments continually become more advanced and challenging – yet
this floats my boat just as talking to the trees or writing this
message to you does.
I feel true joy and excitement in
allowing myself to express authentically and being open to have this
expression flow from my heart and my mouth freely.
I have
always taught, “If you want to find your purpose, just start doing
something you really enjoy and see what happens.” What excites you
may be radically different than what excites me, but it is the key
to finding your excitement that is longing to be expressed.
I have experienced excited energies at different times in my journey
- but they did not become a sustained ongoing way of being. Each
year it has become a bigger expression of me – a journey that has
taken time. I have allowed the inside of me to express fully more
and more often.
My commitment to writing and planetary work
has been ongoing for the last 15 years, but I often approached it
from the stance that it was serious. Even my creative projects –
because I viewed them as important and serious – would often feel
difficult and I would have to force them. The magic is the
combination of joy and excitement with what feels important to you.
It is possible for something to be both exciting and serious! It is
not something to be forced, but that you allow. Suddenly, the
combination that is unique for you – your passionate expression –
will present itself.
The idea of being excited about life is
more than a concept you can read about and then execute. The secret
is to continue your inner work to achieve a consistent platform of
peaceful harmony – an opening for a spiritual union with who you
really are. This creates a special space where the magic can begin –
a union with who you really are while in your body. It feels
thrilling!
I am sharing my journey with you, in case it holds
a reflection or insights that are helpful to you. In my experience,
the spiritual journey is always propelled by going inward and
mastering our human experiences. At its core it is about
self-knowing self, self-honoring self, and self-loving self. Amen.
Post Script:
This article came through me while I was in full union with ‘I AM In
Me’ and ‘Higher Self’ energies on May 16, 2015. I was totally
vibrating with excitement when I was receiving and writing it. I was
guided to post this in December as my Christmas gift to you!
Love - Alice
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